wrestling with the spotaneity more so now than ever today... The road becomes more and more enticing each morning when I travel down hwy 35 south. The lure is powerful to keep going until I am where I believe I need to be, yet and still that established time also means something...it is there like an elephant in the room. Obvious and ominous.
Patience is required for sustainability and that is the ultimate goal, however each daily journey grows the anticipation and fuels the spotaneity...I want to be there in that moment now, but understand the importance of waiting for those moments to come... besides these are not my moments, but rather shared moments that must be appreciated... cherished, remembered, and from that this room I am making in my mind will be better prepared for that which is yet to be.
But spotaneity is becoming more difficult to control and I, after letting go and letting God, may not feel it necessary any longer... but I digress and am reminded that these are those thoughts that are discarded from my daily mindscape.. however, my heart now becomes a factor!
New Day
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