5/15/12

Today started with a beautiful view and I held that image all day long... then reality picked a huge fight with me and it almost got to the point where I couldnt walk away.

These are those moments where  faith  carries you through. You just have that conversation with God and let him handle it and allow your mind to refill with those thoughts that inspire, provide hope and creativity. If you hold onto these moments they tend to overflow onto those who care about you and become burdens in thier world... (my reality moment was my driver side wheel came off while I was driving) My frustration was it was my project car that I just fixed another issue on. My obstacle was that I had no one to call for support...

Now it is released.

I managed to fix it enough to get it home and saved myself the cost of the tow. I found a part online that will create a permanent fix at half the cost.

Throughout this entire ordeal, my thoughts were still filled with how this affects my potential new journey. That journey that each new day brings me closer to. I suppose I now know that I have much more preparations to to make in order to recieve this gift that awaits. Perhaps another lesson in patience is required in order to fully appreciate what awaits...

If I openly share my emotions does that negate the natural progression of things? If I don't openly share my emotions then am I not being myself and allowing the natural progression of things to occur...

Those are my daily decisions that affect my journey...